fear?

What is your True Fear? Your Result: Losing Someone You love affection and the people in your life more than anything. Your greatest fear is that one day someone you care about won't be there anymore. You are a very friendly and inviting person, who draws in a lot of friendships with your kind, considerate, and loyal nature. However, deep down you are slightly insecure and unsure of yourself. You couldn't deal with it if you didn't have one of your loved ones in your life anymore. You don't have too much to worry about though, because with a friend like you, no one will want to lose you either!
Being Alone
Death
Looked down on
Where Your life is Going
Disappointment
Commitment
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Acutually, i agree that i fear losing a person the most. For example, i don't how can i live without my grandmother, she's the one i'm closest to after living under that same roof with her for 12 years, without her i wouldn't be so independent (also because of my parents), so i don't understand how i'm going to live without her.

To the person: Sorry to hear that u lost someone, i know it will be hard to accept, but carry on living your life with a strong will. =D

Credits: Link from kah hui's blog.

Bad Day

Yesterday was a bad day! I totally hate it!

Ok, it happened like this...
We got back to class after music from music room, then it was Mr Yuen's lesson, we had a small debate then Mr Yuen asked where was Purple Kenneth pencil case, because obviously someone took it and hid it from him. It was found behind Kai Zhen's bag, but obviously that wasn't her she won't do this kind of things. So Mr Yuen just asked who did it, just admit then nothing will happen, but the culprit just doesn't want to. He was so angry, he told the class that the similar kind of thing happened to the class before last year(maybe only 2C know) and he let it pass, but this time he isn't going to let it pass, and till the day the culprit admit we are not going to have our Eng and Lit lesson! OMG! This is so serious! We stood for the two periods, where Mr Yuen said that if the person admit, he won't punish him, but the person just doesn't want too. So he left the class, which means that the person will get punish when he admits after that.

It was another of his period after recess again it was the first time that i hope we are not going to have our Eng/Lit lesson. We are supposed to have our Lit test, but because of the incident, he told us that we will only have our test when the person admits if not we will not get our test after the bell rings! In the end, the culprit still doesn't want to own up, so we all got zero for our test! ZERO! ZERO! I never got ZERO for a test before, and i heard that it is 5% of the ppr in semester 1, 5%! HOW AM I GOING TO PASS MY LIT!

Ppl cried about this complained about this, but what's the use now? Thank to the person, the whole class including him/her got a BIG ZERO for their pprs. I hope the person is feeling guilty now, just because he/she didn't dare to admit that he/she did the prank, the others who are innocent have to suffer with him/her.

To the person:
Are you a human? Don't you have a heart? I believe that your parents have thought your to have integrity, it's even one of our school's core values, so why won't you admit?
I know that you may fear that you'll be a public enemy to the class, but even so you have to admit it. You have already caused others to get a zero for their tests, don't make them lose their precious Eng and Lit lesson! We have streaming this year! Do you realised that Eng and Lit lessons are especially important to all of us including you? Pls just admit, i know that you just wanted to have fun, but now because of this the small matter has become a very big matter, it's not fun at all. Just admit...

It wasn't Mr Yuen's fault or any others, not even the culprit, as normal humans, we will all be afraid to admit something that we have done wrong at first. I think that the class should stop playing this kind of things, since that it has gotten so big this time, I'm sure we don't want to have another one. The culprit just have to admit, find the courage and admit, you could not have others to be your scapegoat. Do you know that Jarred and WenHao self-sacrificed, they admitted to Mr Yuen that they did it, but do you think it will be them. If it was really them, they would have admitted it at first during the two periods already. I really hope the culprit will admit as soon as possible!

CNY and HOMEWORK!

I'm sooooo beat...
Firstly was CNY! I LOVE CNY!
It's like
- collecting ang pows
- playing with cousins and cousin's children
- watching TV all day without mother nagging
- and it's NOISY, and LIVELY.
I don't like quietness , it makes my feel so weird, i like loud NOISE. But not irritating ones, of course.
I love being with my cousins and my cousin's children, especially RAina, Roline, Jun Sheng, Hao Yi, Jia Xin..... It's so fun, this year we had a new member joining us, my cousin's new baby (i forgot the name). So exciting!
There will also be new members next year, where some(not sure but definitely one) cousins getting married, Ya! Our family is increasing in number... :D
Then school started, was loaded with homework once again. Was colouring and painting my art yesterday, it looks ugly manx... Some of 2C and 2D members also watched freedom writers yesterday after school while Mr Yuen was having remedial with the others, FREEDOM WRITERS IS SOOO NICE! I love it, so heartwarming that from once when different racials couldn't get together till good friends that doesn't want to be seperated...
Then was preparing for the debate during PW in class today, that PK and JinKiat, doesn't want to think of anything, always playing. When forced to write something, Kai Zhen and i just coulgn't understand what they are writing, wait till the do some of the debating tomorrow...
The next week will be filled with tests tests tests, it's really like exam week. I even have 2 tests tomorrow. Ah.... I NEED TO REVISE! ok, i really need to revise. signing off.....

BTW, yingning, i'm only 13...

MOO MOO

Happy MOO MOO Year!
A new year is here! I hope that this year will be a fruitful and exciting one! Yay!
So let's Moo to a new year!
:D

Future MRT Lines?

What does this look to you? Our future MRT lines in Singapore? Complicated huh? Will it really be so complicated? Then Singapore's MRT company SBS may break the record by having the most MRT Lines... Let's wait and see...

Real or not?

Looks like a real picture eh? Can humans really hold the sun?
This picture made me think, if we can really hold the sun then we would be immortals?
But is it really good to be one? I believe that as long as we live our life to the fullest and cerish every moment we have, we would be happy as a human. We do not need to do things like thing of a way to holde the sun, we just have to thank the sun for giving us light and heat. We should be contented with what we have now, and also thank people, God or even things for giving us what we need.
:D

Unhappy?

My blog looks dead eh...
Ya, i'm very lazy to blog these few days.
Days went as normal, but suddenly ____ someone shoot me with a question that i couldn't give a exact answer.
She asked:" Why don't you look so happy?"
Me:" really?"
Her:"Ya, you don't look as happy as you are in sec one."
Me:"Oh, i not sure, maybe because of school work or some other problems."
.....
The conversation below is a secret between us, not telling anyone.

The previous few days i was thinking of whether i'm really unhappy, if really what is the real cost? Schoolwork? Friends? Family? I can't think of the answer. Maybe because i'm getting older and have much higher expectations with more worries, small things may not be able to make me smile already. I really wished that i would be as happy as i am, but what can i do?

The next day, i told the person that i'm happy that day, but i ain't really happy, i just want others to not worry.

Hellooooooooooo

HELLOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
I'm back to blog! hadn't been blogging since long long time ago?
Anyways, school had started, it's like the fourth day already, but it just doesn't seem right. I used to be very happy to be back to school (except for the part vexing about homework), but this year i'm like so sad to go back. What's my problem? not sure...
Still school went quite well got to finished al the important homework! Yay! I was so vexed about those homework during the holidays, i didn't know how to do! So after some help i finally finished. School will continue to go well right? My friends hasn't changed yet? (not really sure about this sentence.
There a lot of things going on, but i can't finish everything, so may miss some.
Before the reopen of school was the guides farewell party at East Coast. Met Crystal at Bugis to get slippers first, then when back to tiong to meet Dawn and went there together. Went to play in the water with Crystal, Pei Ying and Rachel, while Vanida sat near the waters and took photos. Then everything went on like a normal BBQ party... Fun... :D

This holiday, i and _____ discovered your real character, you weren't like this at first, but as time moved on, you changed. We didn't know the reason, but we can guess, you was once the girl who just want friends, true ones, but you changed into someone that wants many other things and it makes us feel like you started to dislike us. You lied, we didn't expect you to lie, but you just didn't want to tell the truth. Always wanted to tell you of how i felt about this matter, but i couldn't start, i didn't want to know that you are going to lie to me again, i also don't want to affect our friendship. So we decided to keep this from you till we can tell the truth to each other and be true friends one day. Will you please change? I don't want this to carry on, i want ua to be back the true friends, not acting in front of each other.