Messed up

Such a long time since i updated the blog....
Many things have happened, it's difficult to explain all.
Everything have been messed up now.
Thanks to someone who just wanted to have an easy life, problems started to occur. The person simply cares only about himself/herself, and not others. He/She is simply ruining everyone's life. Being so selfish and so unreasonable. Hope was still there that the person will change, but the hopes are dashed off a little by little. Wonders who can talk sense into that person. But it all depends on him/her to change.
The world doesn't revolve only around you, it consists of other people too. Can you KINDLY spare a thought for them?

From: http://www.flickr.com/photos/31405632@N06/3749217130/

Our friendship can't withstand this?

난 상관 없어

그들은 내가 케어 태도는하지 마라,하지만 얘기가 아무리 내가, 내가 하란 할 수 없어 그냥 내버려둘 수 없어 시도별로. 언제나 난 네가 쓴 걸 읽었다, 난 무슨 일인지 모르 슬프지만. 당신이 내 앞에, 내가 어떻게 당신이 나에 대해 뭘 좋아하지 않아 아는 것이 아무 것도 말하지? 난 당신을 위해 일어서서하지 못했지만, 당신에 모든 진실을 알고 계십니까? 난 아주 편집증 사람, 항상 두려워 그 누군가가 나에 대해 나쁜 말을하고 난 항상 사람들과 오해를 명확하게하려는 것입니다. 처럼 당신이 나에 대해 얘기하는 당신이 나에 대해 귀하의 블로그에 얘기되지 않을 수도 있지만 그것을 읽고, 그것을 진짜로 느낀다. 내가 왜 그렇게 될 필요는 없어 이해가 안 ... 제가 설명하는 단어를 찾을 수없습니다 당신도 분명 또는 잊을 수 없어 그것에 대해? 진심으로, 내가 무슨 생각을하는지 모르겠. 난 당신이나 그렇게 연락을 모든 걸 다 해봤지만, 그냥 무시합니다. 내가 당신을 위해 내가 할 수 없어 다른 사람 이군요. 난 분명히 다지만, 노력 할거야 번 내가 정말 케어 태도는하지 마십시오, 시도 때마다 난 다른 사람과 같은 일이 발생, 좀 더 내가이 여행을 통해, 그래서 배우로서 성숙되고있어 난 더 어떻게 나도 이러한 문제를 해결에서 성숙 있어야합니다. 제발, 당신이 무슨 문제가 나한테 말도없이 먼저 시작 원인이 날 원망하지 않습니다. 문제는 지금이 문제의 책임입니다. 어쨌든, 난 "나는 항상 나의 가장 친한 친구로 치료가"라고 해요. 안녕!


"난 네가 무슨 일을하든 말든 멈출테니까 상관 없어."

From: www.flickr.com/photos/al-shaijy/3163964374/

One word.

There's so much so much i wanted to say,

but seeing it,

one word should be enough.

Bye.

It makes a big difference

So it still makes a difference...
But, what can i do now?

What is friends to you.

So what if you are really unhappy with how i treat you?
Previously, i go along with you most of the times. However when i don't at times, you're unhappy.
Now, I wanna go my own way, you'll live your life, I'll live mine, then you are unhappy with me again.
Please, you have your friends, i have mine now. Stop making me having only you as a friend.
I've already lost some friendship because of ..., i don't wanna lost anymore or those that i've retrieve back again.
Stop making me go along with you. This world doesn't belong to you.
Real friends are friend where they can take off where they have left, they don't need to be only yours forever.
Learn to let go please...

CNY

CHINESE NEW YEAR!
I believe I'm soooo gonnna enjoy CNY, not only because it's fun but because of my plie of homework waiting for me to finish.
And the best thing is, Clement just made me more stressed by putting the homework on the front of my phone, where i will see it ANYWHERE, ANYTIME.
Ok, no matter what i'm gonna complete some of it first before then the rest on tuesday...
Hello homework.

Sometimes, one word from you is enough.,
but you still chose to keep quiet...

2009 and 2010 thoughts (little late :P)

That time took with Jun Wei on the plane to China.

Two reasons why i've not been blogging.
Ok, firstly, I'm like addicted to twitter and fb, so i've not been blogging. Sorry.
Secondaly, with all the homework, i'm too lazy to rush typing a post for my blog, a short tweet is good enough.
But i guess, i still like that feeling of blogging, where there's no word limit, you can type as long as you want.

2009 was an important year, there were big changes.
These changes changed my whole life, i have new friends, i have new experience, i have change my thinking of some things.
Thank you to those who have walked through 2009 with me.
Thank you for those who've been by my side.
Thank you for helping me in a way or another.
Thank you for being someone close to me :P
Thank you to everyone who made 2009 such a good year! A year that i will never forget.

2010 is a new year, but after these few days, i start to miss the past.
Miss my previous class, miss the fun we had together, where we shared secrets, where we study together.
Class is good, but it felt weird, no more rubbish, candy etc. to study.play.joke.have fun.share secrets with, suddenly everything turned grey, it felt real weird. There's jacob or guys who will still joke and make it lively, but i can't find the feeling i had with 1C/2C. Maybe we need time to get to know each other. I really miss my previous classmates. 3A will not be the class which we only study study study, we'll have fun! (soon. :P)

Teachers have been talking about Os, Os and Os, it never stop.
Although it isn't our year yet, but i can sense the stress already, wih everyone beside my telling me "Study hard, get good grades for Os."
Suddenly, Os is the most important thing now.
With homework(even on the first day of school) everyday, time seems to pass like an arrow.
I guess i have to WORK HARD NOW.

I'm losing my patience.
Chances was given to you.
Always telling myself, there'll be a change, i hope i am not lying to myself.
But the same things have been repeating.
It's like months already, it's still getting worse.
It will end someday...